Yes it has been a long time. I wish I could say things are good. If you have been following me you know the past year, my post have been filled with my little Love, my heartbeat, My Peanut. Well last weekend my niece decided to move to New Hampshire. 6 Hours away! My heart hurt and I cried for a whole week. I went to see him last Friday. He was at my grand moms house and the whole drive there I felt myself getting emotional and I kept telling myself that I wouldn't cry. I walked in and he was asleep on the couch. I picked him up, laid him on my chest and just started crying. He has been my little Sunshine since the day he was born. I feel like someone has taken my heart right out my chest.
Let me say that I pray that everything works out for the best, whatever that may be. But I miss my love. I miss his smile, I miss his face, I miss my baby.....I'm sure that there will come a day where this will be the norm, but, today is not that day. I do get to see him everyday. I harass my niece all the time and video chat him, he looks confused lol. My biggest fear is that he forgets who I am. That when he comes to visits he will not want to give me a hug or kiss. I am afraid I will become a stranger to him.
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