Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Im 32...Todays my Birthday

I am so blessed....No matter how many times I have felt alone, I have always known that there was something so much bigger then me that carried me through. God has shown me who he is, on many occasions. There has been times where I have cried out to him, thinking he was not there to hear my cry, and in an instant, he showed me he was. There has been a blessing in every tear I have shed, in ever pain I have felt.

I wont go into all Ive been through but I will say this past year has brought me so much. I am blessed for the woman I have met, that I now call my friends. I am blessed to have been shown the true colors of those that I once considered "friends" and even some that were labeled "family". God has open doors for me and allowed me to make decisions that at one time, I was  scared to make. He has given me the wisdom to know what I need to hold onto and what to let go of. I have walked away from people I once thought I couldn't live with out.


He allows me to look into the eyes of my God son, who lets me know everyday that miracles and blessings are real.

He allows me to see my son, the young man he has become and lets me know I am doing my best. And that I am much stronger then I ever thought I was.

He allows me to love those that wanted to tare me down, to show me that I am much bigger then that pain...That I am worth more then holding onto things that were meant to break me.

He allows me to put my key into a place that I call MY HOME...

He lets me rest my head in peace every night alone, so that I can understand that I don't need a man to make me feel complete.....

Thanks to everyone who has made this year nothing less than AMAZING!!









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