Ive been moving!! Yay, I'm blessed to be able to say that me and my son are officially moved out and in our own place. Its a blessing and I am so thankful.
Its brought up some uneasy feelings though. Its all bitter sweet! The other day I was looking for a tool to take my sons bed apart. I went over to my moms house and we were looking for it. And allI kept thinking was "Wheres Frankie when you need him" I wish he was here. Not just because I know he would have been the first one there to help me, but because he was the one to always have my back...he would have been right there making sure things were ok, and right now, that's what I need. I wonder if my mom was thinking the same thing, as we were searching for the tool. I wonder if she thought about him too. I put his picture by a candle in my room. Every time I see it, I smile to myself. Its the first holiday season with out him here. Adryan, aka Peanut, always plays with the Angels, he laughs in his sleep and we all kow its because hes playing with GrandPa Frankie!! lol I miss you Frankie. I cant wait to go get a frame so, that I can put the last card you gave me up on the wall...
On another note..I can not begin to explain to you how in love I am with my God son...aka Peanut...aka Adryan...
Look at this face!! OMG I just love him. He is just perfect...God Bless him. Its amazing how much a baby can bring so much joy in your life. he is def. and Angel ...Just a look at this face makes everything ok...Makes everything better. :Sigh:
anyway
Is everyone ready for Christmas? I'm not. It seems unreal....seems to fast...Maybe next year when I'm really settled in my home, it will be better...for now I am looking forward to the days off...lol
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