LaLaLA

 

Ive given my heart to people I know I shouldn't have.

Ive been broken to the point where it hurt to breathe.

Ive been that girl, who felt like she couldn't go on with out a man who took advantage of her love

Ive been take advantage of more then once.

Ive cried myself to sleep more times then I care to admit

Ive been so depressed that days went by and I didn't get out of bed.

Ive been mentally and emotionally abused

Ive begged a man to stay

I have been the weakest link

Ive been the glue that held other people together

all the while falling apart

Ive acted like I didn't care

when I cared to much

Ive walked away from people and things that I should have fought for

And fought for people that I should have given up on

Ive made decisions that I will regret for the rest of my life.

Ive learned from my mistakes

Ive learned to smile through my pain

Ive learned to cry through my joy

Ive become a great actress

Ive learned to pray through my struggle

And laugh at the Devil in my success

Ive learned when someone is put in my life to help

and Ive learned when someone is put into my life to learn

Ive learned the difference between a lesson and a blessing

Most importantly Ive learned that no one is perfect

That my struggle may be different then yours...

But at the end of the day a struggle is just that....A struggle...

That although the struggle may not be the same

The pain and the lesson is still there

Ive been broken....depressed....used....and abused

But the person I AM NOW is grateful for it all

I am strong

I am confident

I am a work in progress...

I AM ME