Woop Woop

After the saddest post ever , the last time, I wanted to come and tell you give you all some HAPPY news...

I guess it always takes something bad to happen to make you stop, and realize and appreciate what you have...Its sad but the truth. I am a firm believer that all things happen for a reason. My Family and I haven't been closer then we are today. I am so Thankful for them and my heart is overwhelmed by how much love and how close we are. Words can not express this and I am truly blessed with the family I have.

On another note. I am also happy in the LOVE department. Me and my ex broke up awhile ago. It took me a minute to tell people because I wasn't ready for all the questions....Its been months, something that was over long before it was official. That's a chapter In my life I have closed never to look back, read, peek again. I'm done and thank you God. For so long I would sit up at night and just pray.Asking God that if it was meant for me to walk away to just give me the strength, just one day, give me the strength to do so. IT took this horrible accident to happen in my family to make me realize whats important. And when someone says they love you, yet they don't call, text, smoke signal, NADA, when they do nothing to make sure you are OK, they don't love or care at all. That day it was like GOD was talking to me and just gave me that strength, I let go....and the say that the hardest part is letting go, its true, but once you do, it feels so good.  I read a saying the other day that sums things up.

" You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present"

So on that note my arms are free....and this present I'm looking at, looks so good. I always believed that there will be that one person that comes along to make you realize that everything you had before, all the relationships were nothing, makes you question what you had before....Almost like it was all to lead up to this. I wouldn't change anything...Right now this smile on my face and happiness in my heart is so overwhelming....I am truly Happy!!!