On 2/19/12 my mother had a house warming dinner. We were celebrating her new home. My cousins were there and we had a GREAT time. We were all going to go out afterwards but decided not to.
My cousins went back home and ended up going to the Casino to hang out. It was 4 of them, 2 boys 2 girls, brothers and sisters. They posted pics on FB and they looked as though they had a great time.
The guys decided to go to a store afterwards while the woman decided to go home. All of a sudden one of the boys snapped. I wont go into detail but by the end of it all, my cousin shot his brother twice, shot his daughters mothers multiple times, killed a young girl, and attempted suicide.
Wow that was hard for me to even write. I woke up with that news as if I was in a dream. This is the kind of stuff you read about in papers, and think it could never happen to you, in your family.
I think about it and my heart hurts. I am writing because this is my escape. Ive always said if I am going to start something, like a blog, I would give it all of me
I seem to fall into deep thought about everything and I feel my eyes getting watery. I can seem to find a good place, and honestly who would. On another note going through this made me let go of people who said they loved me. When I needed them the most they weren't there. And because I know what Love is, I know it wasn't that. So there is light in all this madness. I ask that if yo are reading this, and you believe is something/one bigger then us, that you take a moment and pray for my family.
Thank You!
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