The Hardest Part is letting go....

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,

“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”

The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.”

 

 

You can only sit and reflect on the past for so long until you come to the realization that the past, is something that should be left where it is, in the past. Especially when you know there is nothing left of you to give. I'm glad I have stood on my own in the  end, even when I thought I was depending on someone else. I was fooled to think that someone had my back better then me. I GOT ME!!

I'm ready, for what ever this journey has to offer, what ever pain it has to give, I'm ready for the tears that I may shed, the heartache I may feel. Because at the end of it all God has proven to me that I will never stand alone.



On another note. Look at this Angel. Peanut is such a Blessing~

 

~~~hugs from me to you~~~