Well Hello There Sexy People :)

Its been such a long time .How the hell are you?

I wish I had some drama and an exciting story to tell but, I don't. Which is a good thing for me.

Its crazy how some people can go back on this blog and read things, and still get upset or still "throw" things in my face. Let me say this, There are things on here that hurt people I love. For that I am sorry, my intention is and was never to hurt anyone. And it could be as easy as to erase the post. But I refuse to do so. This is my life, love it or hate it, its me. And I'm not the type of person that dwells on the past. I learn from them and being able to look back and realize that I have grown and see the place I was at, is good for me. I have come a long way. And no matter how many post I posted, no one will ever understand the depression I was in. And honestly for someone to keep bringing it up is very selfish. Instead of seeing the struggle and seeing me for today, some people continue to want to take me back there. But I refuse to live there anymore. And for me, those people don't care for me as much as they say. I would hope that the people that really love and care for me, would be happy that I am no longer at that place. Through this journey one thing I have learned is, who really wants to see me happy, some people just want to see the worst.

So I say this to you, if something that I have written on here still makes you upset, then do yourself a favor...don't come on my blog anymore...Because I don't want to hear it anymore. Let it go and move on or leave me alone...some people will give you hugs while stabbing you in the back. The people that disguise themselves as love ones, but in reality wish you harm are the worst....

If you cant appreciate my past and you cant deal with me at my worst, you def don't deserve to be with me at my best!! I refuse to let ANYONE steal my happy...Trust that....

Anyway

My God daughters bday is this weekend! I'm so excited...

Peanut is growing so fast and I hate it...He is so PERFECT. and i dont say that bc hes my GodSon I say that bc he truly is. Look at that face..lol hes so funny/....

Anyway whats everyone have plans for the weekend? Its suppose to be nice and I have off...As they say "turn down for what?!?!" lol