Hola

I bought a new computer that I am really excited about. Once I actually get it out the box I will def start more videos.
How was every ones weekend? Its been such a long time.
Last Thursday I had a much needed therapy session. It was a month since the last one.

I am def. a work in progress and there are still days that its hard for me to believe things will be ok.
But I am so happy to say that mentally, emotionally I am in a much better place then I was. Looking back I know that I would not have made it if I continued on the path I was in. It takes a strong person to stand up and admit when they need help. And telling my story to someone and for that person to tell me that its normal and that I'm ok, means alot.

I have been surrounded by a lot of "men" lately. Just getting to know different types of people and realizing what it is that I really want is a journey in its own. I'm always left feeling like something is missing. Seeing myself as beautiful, and believing that I have something to offer men...other then psychically, is a lot for me to take in. Its hard to believe sometimes. I struggle with my self worth. Wooo that was a task to admit. I think people think that, because I am pretty this will be natural, so far from that. Because Beauty is only skin deep. I am at a place where I think I'm pretty damn awesome! lol. The woman I see has a lot to offer and all of a sudden my standards are rising. And I refuse to settle. I am ok with being single because I believe when that person comes I will be the best woman I can be!!!!