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I was over come last night with the realization that you will never be mine. I cried because of what I was putting myself through. Still standing here holding onto what will never be.

Somehow I'm still going strong. Fighting in a fight I know I will never win but somehow the fight in me is stronger then ever, I'm still here. Ive never been the one to give in, to give up on something  that I wanted, someone that I loved.

That's what you are suppose to do when you love, you fight till you cant fight anymore. But the battle has already been won, and at the end, the name they call isn't mine.

I'm lost. In my heart this isn't the way things are suppose to be and you are suppose to be leaving with me. I know you know that to be true.......