I hate missing someone. Its almost like a piece of me is missing. I'm always left wondering if he feels the same way, if he is thinking about me. If he even cares. All the unanswered questions that some how we either have to find our own answers to or realize that we will never get the answers and let it go. People have said that, letting go is the hardest part, and they weren't lying. Some days I wonder how long I will hold on, its almost easier to keep holding on and just living with a void, then trying to find something/someone to fill that void. Because in my heart I know no one will ever be him, things will never be like they were with him. And I will compare everyone to him.
Its almost pointless to try to find someone to occupy my time, when my thoughts are consumed by him, my heart is being occupied by him. To the point where I find myself getting upset because I try my hardest to not think of him, not care,....When is this suppose to get better? When will it stop....My heart yearns for him, my ears for his voice, my body for his touch and my lips for his....Damn what love can do...
If you are were I am, I hope you find some peace for your heart. ..
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