Ummm

So I sucked it up and I am going to go see someone, a therapist I mean. My first apt is next week and I'm actually looking forward to it. There's a lot of emotions I need to learn to deal with. There's a lot about myself that I need  to fix.

People say time heals all wounds, well damn it....Its been enough times for somethings and for other things I feel like I will never get over. I guess when you realize that you cared for someone so much more then you cared to admit, its not so easy. The first step is admitting it right? Well hell I'm at step -5.

I decided to open up so much on here because I know that there is someone out there that will read this and find some comfort in my story. The hardest apart of going through things is feeling alone. And Although this blog was originally put up for beauty and make up and all the girly things I love, It has become my outlet. This is helping me also. I want everyone reading this to share with me, the good, the bad, the ugly and the beauty....

I'm not afraid of putting my self on the line for people to read, because the only person that can judge me is God, and hes on my side!!!!

In other news....I have a fun filled weekend planned....I am going to the water park with my family on Saturday and I am so excited. Family time is the best time..


I recently went Zip lining....How did I forget to mention that...Wow it was so fun and I would def do it again...Here's some pics...

It was great,.....