Im back...well for now

Hello all...I hope that when every one reads this yo are great! I have a little busy with this wedding I am in. My cousin is getting married next month and when that and me trying to get in shape for this vaca in June I have no time to sit and write. But here I am ., I made sure I took time today to post something. Last night was the bachlorette party. I was so disappointed. All the girls in her party, besides me and her sister, just sat there. No lie. To the point where my cousin called her fiance to come get her. He didnt, but thats how upset she was. We went to the Deck and its not the best place but we were there to have fun and celebrate her. Thank God I inivted some of my friends because thats who I hang out with all night. We stayed till they closed...no lie we were like the only people there. Here are a few pics... My cousin looks beautiful and I cant wait to see her walk down the aisle....She is going to make an amazing Bride! On another note I have been going through so muxh lately and I have been really thinking of goint to talk to someone. I guess we think that as soon as someone says they are going to talk to someone that that meams they are crazy...well at least some of us do..and I was one of them but I really feel like I need to tell someone what I am feeling and have someone that has no emotional connection to me, someone on the outside, to help me sort things out. We will see how this goes. I hope everyone is doing well. I am still going to record and upload a video...I swear...lol Hugs and kisses