Just little old me feeling emotional today!

This is me and the love of my Life on New Years Eve before we went out. I was looking at him last night while he was sleeping and my eyes got watery thinking of him.

There was a story on the news today about an abortion doctor. It was the worst story I could ever read and I will not post a lot about it because it makes me sick. I will just say that he was doing abortions on woman who were 8 months pregnant and killing babies that were born alive! I couldn't imagine...

Looking at my son I cant..OMG it makes me sick to think about not having him. I love him more then I could ever imagine I could love someone/anyone. He is my world and my reason!

He is 8 yrs old going on 30...Ha he is the smartest little person I know. Too smart sometimes! He always has something to say and remembers everything. He has gotten to the point where when I say something and he has something to say back he starts off by saying" Mom I'm not trying to be smart or anything but..." Ha it makes me laugh and hold onto my seat in anticipation on what he is going to say next.

I never knew what love was until he came into my life. I wish I could turn back the hands of time and hold him more when he was a baby. I was so afraid of "spoiling" him that, I didn't just stop for a minute and hold him! I'm so glad that he still lays in my bed and wants to cuddle. That every once in a while he says Mami give me a kiss. I pray that he never gets to the age that he doesn't want to show me affection, which I doubt it. Sometimes people will joke with him and say don't kiss her, and he says that's my mom I can kiss her when I want. I love that!!

I hope that all the mothers out there take the time out to just tell there kids that they love them and show them that. Its easy to tell someone that you love them but showing them is different. I always take the time out and ask him out on a date....Just me and him! I love that time because it allows me to just sit and listen to him because I know that sometimes I don't always do that.....I love him...more then I can ever express...Being a mom ROCKS!